Can’t stop thinking about you

The thought of you is always in my mind
It’s like you’re glued to my memory frame
It pops up whenever it wants to
I wonder if you also feel the same

I run and workout tirelessly at gym
Just to see if I could keep you off my head
But I see you, feel you, and hear you all around
And it always keeps me awake in bed

Your dreams haunt me every night
One of many things that I cannot control
Yet your thoughts give me a peace of mind
As you’re shining through my pitch black soul

So tell me how I stop this feeling
I’m giving you a way out of this
Or I swear I’ll love you like nobody has
That you won’t ever be able to resist

Feelings of Falling for Someone

Why is the sun shining like never before?

And the breeze flowing carrying ever fresh air

Why the cold doesn’t feel cold anymore?

Like something warm irradiating from my inner core

Why do I feel not myself anymore?

Like a façade overpowered stranger

Why is it hard to think without a grin?

Or even to concentrate on anything

Why do I feel like something has changed?

As if in a flash my whole life rearranged

Why am I overwhelmed with restlessness?

Its new and scary and I feel out of place

Why am I settling after such a long chase?

Somehow as if everything’s falling into place

Why do I even care as long as you are here?

As if I finally found a purpose that I care

To hold you, walk beside you as we strive together

And I promise I’ll always be with you forever

 

 

 

 

On March 11, 2016March 31, 2016 By dhyakIn Lifepoem, LovePoems, Poetry2 Comments

Reminding to be Human

Be that of hate,
Rage, guilt or pain
Or of forgiving,
Caring, humble or brave
The tendency of emotions
And the feelings inside
Gift or curse
Who are we to decide?
Yet we choose
What we want to become
The paths are many
One way street with no return
It is right here
Now is the moment we got
Is it that hard to choose?
What is right and what is not?
We are but mere humans
With no miracles, no superpower
Yet we are capable of the impossible
As long as we have each other
We tend to get lost
by letting our imaginations run wild
Because sometimes all we need
is some good, whole lot of love and an open mind

Riddle

Sometimes I use poetry as a way of venting out. This is one of those times. Enjoy!!

Time and time again there’s a battle within
Myself against myself had the spark starting
It burned all that I was and that I will become
Rose above the failures that I walked away from
The mistakes of past haunts the lonely soul
The despair felt within left its own big hole.
The virtue of selflessness and goodness of soul
The trickery they made, more it made me cold
Experience I call it or lessons that I told
Things can slip away no matter how carefully you hold
Still a dim light shines somewhere deep within me
You’ll find it with ease, coz it’s the only light inside of me.
The humor of reality and the life it hooked
Tangled up dreams, the big joke it cooked
I did what I could, what I knew was right
Never said what I wanted, what I felt inside.

Believe

We all have been through tough stretches in our lives. Times when we’ve felt that nothing is going our way or when we’ve regretted the past decisions we’ve made or when we’ve felt that we were this close of becoming a big failure. We all go through it, count yourselves lucky if you have never been through these stretches. Instead of dwelling in the past, we must strive forward and start believing in ourselves. Nobody can tell us what we can or can’t do. It’s not up to them, it’s up to us. WE CAN BE WHATEVER WE WANT TO BE and you better believe it because we all have that POWER, a POWER to write our own DESTINY. 

We have it all inside of us, everything that require
To succeed, to make our every dream come true
We are the masters of our own destiny
Let the new day bring a new start, for me and for you

Many a times, we observe and get scared from far
Only to realize its not as bad and not as hard
Change is difficult but change is progress and important
It’s inevitable, so embrace it and move forward

Like a river, we must learn to flow
Breaking barriers to go where we want to go
Like a wind, we must learn to be free
Flowing fearlessly reaching where we need to be

Crossroads are many, on each, choose we must
Plethora of choices, but on ourselves we trust
Our choice, no matter big or small
Never regret as there ARE no wrong ones

Life is a long struggle, for everybody, who are still here
Only by loving ourselves we can smile and share
Life is filled with sadness and fun
Even with our scar and pain we learn to move on

Days of the past are gone and so are of excuses
Time to look ahead, to start believing in ourselves
The past carries where we were, where we’ve come from
But we decide our present and what we want to become

Feel Alive!!

Sometimes we need to take time and let ourselves realize and appreciate the things in our life that makes us who we are, that makes us feel alive. 

As the gentle breeze revitalizes
with its tender touch across your soul
A journey it makes through your heart
Cleanses and purifies your body in whole
Insignificance yet comforting
What it means to Feel Alive.

The beautiful sound, a river makes
As it makes the journey through the stones
Natural melodious harmony that it creates
Just close your eyes and get lost in its tunes
Powerful yet soothing
What it means to Feel Alive.

Be it of losing or of struggle
The pain you feel on every wall you stumble
the morning sun is that glimmer of hope
You know there are always solutions to your troubles
Harsh yet enlightening
What it means to Feel Alive.

Smile and spread the joy everyday
The feeling in your stomach and in your soul
Share it with love, with everybody you know
As long as it stays, then just watch it grow
Selfish yet delightful
What it means to feel alive

No matter the insignificance it has in your life
Every experience on every moments of your time
Stop for a second, look around and feel
What it means to Feel alive.

It’s gonna be alright (Walking Dead Tribute)

I am little behind catching up with the shows. So, I just finished watching Season 5 of Walking Dead (which was pretty awesome). I think we can relate Walking Dead with our real life struggle(less violent obviously) and take real life lessons from it which gave me an idea to write about it. It isn’t that great but here it is. 

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Living among the dead, learning to survive
Struggling with, to keep the fight alive
Hope’s fading with every passing day
But we got each other and we always find a way
Together we walk with body full of scar
Fighting the impossible, we got this far
Walkers turned the world into an eternal fray
Adversity it seems, kicks in everyday
“A family” one may say bonded for life
As long as we bond, we will survive
Here’s to another day and to another night of fight
Above all, reminding ourselves that its gonna be alright

There is Always Hope

I want to dedicate this post to the people who fight each day with depression. It is a disease and we should fight it together. I do not know what it is like to carry it but what I know is that you are not alone, you have me as I have you and that you are VERY SPECIAL. Hopefully my post would help even though it starts on a sad tone.

Bewildering state of my emotionless mind
Pain that ignited my futility inside
The chaos that consumed it from the dawn of time
Vanquished the light deep within, the one that used to shine
Left with a broken shell with only myself to blame
Slowly but surely identity fell prey to flame
Vast ocean that is life, fooled me for it looked so calm
The ocean disguised to let me believe that there was no harm
For it was the beginning of the waves crashing and smashing
Freezing rain falling and it was mortality I was facing
So many times I wanted to give up, wanted it to be over
Giving up was an easy way out, almost everybody prefer
Holding and sliding, I kept the fight alive
Broke me down to pieces but I had HOPE to survive
For I knew there must be another way this could stop
I didn’t know I had it in me until I fought over to top
Then I understood there is only one and only once I’ll live
I learned along the way that even I have something to give
So much to life than feeling of worthlessness and regret
But to share, love and live as I embraced the hate

Untitled (Tribute to Paul Walker)

After watching Furious 7, I got pretty inspired by the tribute to Paul Walker. If you haven’t watched it, I would encourage you to go watch it. This is my tribute to him. Rest In Peace brother!!!

Quite a lot to do with so little time

Feels like it was yesterday just learning to walk fine

Underneath the stars, born we were

And here we shall breathe our final air

Things learned, experienced, tears were shed

Puzzle I shall declare or certainty of fate

We came from the stars, where it all began

To stars we will return and we shall meet again!!